Clarity of mind.

This week has been rolling by nicely. With my recent spurt of productivity I'm finding my list of shit to get done to be almost nonexistent which makes for more enjoyable free time and a more clear head. Work manages to stay the same, if not increasingly easier and more familiar, and I'm still making ends meet for now. I played tennis yesterday with Craig which was great and even though we are both really bad, I think its something that we'd both like to keep up with.

Today has been interesting. I don't work until a little later this evening so I spent the afternoon catching up with and old friend from Tucson whom I haven't spoken to in a very long time. Its nice when you talk to someone and you can instantly feel that past connection; as if seven years held nothing against a familiar voice and memories that are surprisingly clear.

Also, something that's been caught in my head all day, I woke up this morning after having a dream about my ex-girlfriend. This wasn't the first of course, but this time there was no anger, no pushing of bodies off of cliffs and the like. Just laughing, and being dumb. Granted I will go weeks without thinking about her now, and the bitterness has all but faded with time. Maybe there is some subconscious part of my psyche that is, without direct permission from my conscious and immature brain, finally letting all of that stupid bullshit go. ... Or maybe it was something I ate.