Up and at 'em.

I am attempting to stay sober-er. I would like to see, as a sort of amusing little experiment, what becomes of my life if I actually give into this busy little bee lifestyle I've been shrugging off for a couple years now. Currently its mostly just a mix of boredom and anxiety over how much money it takes to turn around out here and just how little of that money I see myself actually acquiring anytime soon. Then I get really mad and want to Thoreau myself out the window. ... Sorry. However, if I can manage to, on a daily basis, push through the doubts and cynicism, I am usually then pretty positive about things. I'm gonna try and do this. But before the positive attitude rules over all, I kind of wanted to get this out... Acting isn't about being famous. Or at least it really shouldn't be. And if you are one of those people (actor or not, LA resident or not) that loves celebrities and/or wants to be one for social or whatever other crazy reasons, then please, go fuck yourself.