The Rollercoaster.

Its interesting that technically it is the same day as my last, much happier post and yet, I am feeling as down as ever now. Interesting is a nice way of saying it. What's that lyric?

"If life's not beautiful without the pain,
well I'd just rather never ever even see beauty again.
Well as life gets longer, awful feels softer.
And it feels pretty soft to me."

God fucking bless inexplicable disconsolation.